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    June 12

    eyes on me

        一直无法喜欢上这首歌,不知道为什么,可能是静不下心耐心的去聆听吧,直到昆昆跟我说这歌有多好多好,我才决定再听一次看看,于是就在这个夏日周末的傍晚,我坐在窗前,望着窗外浓得化不开的绿色,静静地听着悦耳的吟唱,轻易的就入了迷……
        有过听一首歌心旌荡漾的感觉,也有过听一首歌振作起来的感觉,却是头一次听一首歌感动得想要落泪。我终于承认,我从来没有好好欣赏过它就草草判了它死刑。特别喜欢一段词:
    My last night here for you
    Same old songs, just once more
    My last night here with You ?
    Maybe yes, maybe no
    I kind of liked it your way
    How you shyly placed your eyes on me
    Oh, did you ever know ?
    That I had mine on you

    Darling, so there you are
    With that look on your face
    As if you're never hurt
    As if you're never down
    Shall I be the one for you
    Who pinches you softly but sure
    If frown is shown then
    I will know that you are no dreamer

    So let me come to you
    Close as I wanted to be
    Close enough for me
    To feel your heart beating fast
    And stay there as I whisper
    How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
    Did you ever know
    That I had mine on you

    Dailing, so share with me
    Your love if you have enough
    Your tears if you're holding back
    Or pain if that's what it is
    How can I let you know
    I'm more than the dress and the voice
    Just reach me out then
    You will know that you're not dreaming
        等我醒过来时,发现满脑子竞想起的都是初中的时光,这段我很少很少去想的时光,曾经想起的都是那时的伤害与背叛,虽然这之中也承载着我的辉煌,但毕竟,来自朋友的伤掩盖了一切灿烂。这首歌就是这样神奇,在这一霎那洗去了怨念,让这段回忆镀上了光芒。想起了所有美丽的事。在那时,是王晨唱过这首歌。想起她的开朗,她的鼓励,她的包容与幽默。心中满是想念与感激,是她,苗苗,海子和另一王晨在我对“朋友”这个此感到心灰意冷的时候紧紧握住我的手,陪我走过了初中最后两年,成为了我初中最终的好朋友。毕业的时候,我知道,我们这几个天差地别的人注定各有各的未来,但是,我一辈子都不会忘了他们,一辈子都不会,而且无论他们是否忘了我,我都心存感激。我相信他们也不会,真的不会,因为一个人一生很难遇到几个人,在遇到考验时,还能互相扶持,还能把友情看得比什么都重。(我给昆昆讲过这段故事,讲过这些我独自承受的岁月,她说我的经历都能写小说了。)
        这种歌的曲子有出奇强的画面感。现在,又是快到中考的时间了。想起当时的我们,出奇的潇洒,每天都很快乐。想起阳光灿烂的中午,我们一起飚车道翠微吃麦当劳,想起海子教我们打篮球,想起王晨总喜欢给我唱歌,苗苗在教学楼门口给我系好围巾,一起走进漫天飞舞的雪中,想起肖肖和赵炜卓永远牵扯不清,想起总有闲暇的时光,总有唯美的场所让我们讨论青涩的感情,根小说里写的一模一样,对了,还有考试之前,我们一起去吃的荷叶饭,海子和男王晨说这是状元饭,吃了大家都要考好啊!虽然,我们之中没有状元,但是,上帝保佑善良单纯的孩子们,都有了各自最好的结局。
        亲爱的们,感谢无论悲喜与我一起分享的时光,感谢你们拯救了我的初中,好想念你们……